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  Oh great. What the fuck did I just do? Ugh.

  I shoved the spoon in my mouth. “I did, but over the last couple of months something changed. I don’t know. Maybe I am imagining it or it is the hormones influencing my brain.”

  “No, don’t do that. Don’t write off how you’re feelin’.” He reached me in one stride and took the ice cream away. “Talk to me. Tell me.”

  “No, just leave it alone. I was wrong to say anything. You’re right, we’re just friends.” I couldn’t look him in the eye any longer so I looked down at the spoon in my hand. I walked over and dropped it in the sink with a loud clank. “I shouldn’t’ve said anything.”

  He stopped my exit.

  “Tell me what you want. If I wouldn’t have said anything, tell me what you were going to say.” His green eyes pleaded silently with me.

  Well, hell. Here goes nothing.

  “I would’ve said that I wanted more with you. There, are you happy? Now that you know, you can ride off and leave me here too.” I walked out of the kitchen trying to hide my tears. I got about two feet away when I heard him turn around. I couldn’t bear to watch him walk out the door, so I retreated up to my bedroom.

  The movie was still on pause, pillows still strewn about the room and bed and the popcorn bowl was on the bedside table. It had been such a good night, then Brody had to come over and ruin it. He ruined our relationship months ago, and tonight, he sabotaged my relationship with Jax. I picked up the burgundy covered down pillow and fell awkwardly face first down onto my bed. A few seconds later I heard the familiar creak of the stairs.

  Dear God, can I not have a little dignity? Just a little, is that too much to ask?

  “Babe,” he called to me from the foot of the bed, but I didn’t look at him. “You’ve had your turn, I was wonderin’ if I could talk now? Without you running from the room?”

  “I didn’t run,” I spoke into the pillow. “I walked.”

  He playfully smacked me in the ass. “Okay smart-ass, sit up so I can see your smilin’ face.”

  I rolled over and crawled up so I was surrounded by pillows. He came around the side of the bed and sat down next to me.

  “Leila, I know we agreed to just be friends, but from the first moment I saw you, I wanted you. That never changed. I stopped askin’ you out, yes, but I never stopped wantin’ you. That won’t change.”

  “Even when I’m huge and fat?”

  “Even when you’re huge and fat,” he said with a laugh. I slapped him in the shoulder. “Ow, what the fuck? You said it first, I just agreed.”

  “God, you suck at this. You’re not supposed to agree with me. You’re supposed to say no Lei, you’re not fat, you’re pregnant.” I lay down on my side, facing him.

  He roared with laughter. “Okay, okay, you’re missin’ the point babe.” He looked at me with this soul-consuming passion. “I do want you. Now, four months from now and four years from now. I want more. I’ve always wanted more. I was just waiting for you to realize it and for you to be ready.”

  “What about the baby? That changes things. We’re kind of a package deal Jaxon. Could you really see yourself raising this baby?” I didn’t really want to ask, but I had to know before I got in over my head with him. “I mean it’s not your child. Could you raise Brody’s child and not look at him or her with animosity?”

  He put his head down on the pillow and lay down next to me. “I haven’t seen this little guy yet, and I’m already in love with him. No, he won’t be mine, biologically, but he will in every other way that matters.” He slid his hands around my jaw, behind my ear. “I want both of you.”

  He propped himself up on his elbow, looked down into my eyes and leaned in. Holy shit, he’s finally going to kiss me. His lips were soft as he touched them to mine. He sucked in my top lip gently while his tongue danced around it, teasing and tantalizing. I angled my head slightly to the right and captured his bottom lip mimicking his actions.

  Jax slipped his right arm around my waist, hauling me hard and fast to his body. My leg wrapped around his butt and pulled him as close as I could get him without becoming a part of one another. His head dropped to the pillow as he reached for my cheek. He rolled me over so I was on top of him, but never broke the kiss. His dick was hard and I was grinding against him. His hands were palming and squeezing my ass. I stilled.

  “You okay?” he asked.

  Quietly I looked at him, taking in all of his gorgeous features. Bright jade eyes, strong jaw, perfect lips. Even his nose with its little bump at the top from where it was broken years ago. I held myself up with my locked arm and ran my hand from his temple down his cheek, then behind his neck.

  “Yeah, never better.”

  “Good,” he leaned up and whispered against my mouth. “’Cause we aren’t even close to being done.”

  We kissed until we were gasping for air. I sat up, crossed my arms over my body, grabbing the hem of my tank and pulled it over my head. I fell back down against his chest and grazed my lips over his once, then he sat me up. Ripping off his own shirt, he flipped me on my back and watched me looking him over, taking in the beauty of his muscles. They were thick and defined but not grotesquely like a bodybuilder. His tattoos stopped on his arms, not reaching his taut, flawless chest. I smiled when I saw he had the elusive eight abs, like I imagined. When I looked up, he searched my face for any doubts.

  “Are you sure you want to do this? This changes everything. If we do this, you’re mine. I won’t let you go Leila and I don’t share.” His eyes confirmed his possessiveness.

  “I’m sure. I’ve thought about this moment for weeks, but Jax, be gentle with me,” I got out before he attacked my mouth. His tongue swept back and forth, swirling and dancing with mine. Pulling back, he took hold of the sides of my pajama pants and tugged them down my legs. He progressively kissed me from the knee up the outside of my thigh, skimmed his tongue along my hip bone to my navel. He placed his enormous hands on my protruding belly almost covering it completely. He placed tiny little pecks all over it, trailing up to my chest.

  “God, I love your tits.” He pinched my nipples between his calloused fingertips. “Are they still sore?” He remembered I had said they were bothering me.

  “No, that feels so fucking good. Just not hard, ’kay?” I moaned as he bent his head to my breast and licked a small circle around my nipple. I closed my eyes in bliss. “Oh fuck Jax, mmmm.”

  He took his time licking, nibbling and rolling my nipples until they were achingly hard. Suddenly it stopped and I felt his weight disappear from the bed. My eyes flew open searching for the reason he left. He was standing next to the bed, slipping out of his jeans. Oh God, his thighs were huge. They looked like tree trunks, so thick and sturdy. As he reached for his grey boxer briefs, all of the air left my lungs in a sudden rush.

  My eyes and face must have shown my astonishment. Without thinking, the words left my mouth. “Holy fucking shit Jax. You’re gonna kill me.”

  Brody was large, but Jaxon was scary big. At least nine or ten inches and his girth was thicker than my wrist. I doubted seriously if I’d even be able to make my fingers meet when I gripped him.

  “Baby, I promise we’ll take it slow. I’d never hurt you.” He pulled his wallet from his pants, which caught me by surprise.

  “What’re you doin’? Get up here,” I rushed him.

  “Condom babe. Unless you have some?” he asked.

  “We should probably talk before…ya know,” I said warily. “I have only had unprotected sex once and we know where that got me,” I said looking down. “But I’ve been tested since then, standard when you find out you’re pregnant. You?”

  “Well, I haven’t been tested in about three months, but I also haven’t been with anyone since then either.” His words threw me for a loop.

  “Huh? You haven’t had sex since the middle of September?” My head cocked to the side.

  “Nope, not since I knew I had a chance with you. I couldn’t even get har
d for one of the girls at the last club party I went to. Well, until I thought about you, then—”

  I cut him off. “Whoa, stop right there. I sooo don’t wanna hear about you fuckin’ some girl while you were thinkin’ about me. Too much.”

  “So, we are both clean and we don’t have to worry about…” his words fell off.

  “An unplanned pregnancy? No, I think I got that box checked.”

  “So no condom?” He grinned like the Cheshire cat.

  “Jaxon Henderson get up here and fuck me,” I spit out.

  “Baby girl, I’m plannin’ on fuckin’ you senseless, but right now, I wanna take my time with you.” He climbed up, kissing me while his fingers found their way down my body, between my legs. “Oh fuck Leila. You’re fuckin’ drenched.”

  He slipped his middle finger between my folds, grazing my clit and subsequently slid it inside of my pussy. “So tight. No wonder you’re worried I’ll hurt ya.” He pumped his large finger in and out of me a few more times.

  “Ohhhh, Jaxon. Mmm, don’t stop. Oh God.” I was so turned on and it had been so long. I knew it wouldn’t take much.

  “I wanna see if you taste as sweet as I’ve dreamt you do.” He knelt on the foot of the bed and lay down between my knees. “Bend your knees and let me see you.”

  I pulled my heels up and let my legs fall apart, exposing myself to him.

  “Mmm, so fuckin’ perfect,” he murmured as his tongue took its first swipe through my lips, grazing my clit, sending a shockwave through my entire body.

  “Ahhhhhh!” I rocked my hips in need of more pressure. “Oh fuck. Oh Jax, yeah ohhhhh.” My body shuttered against his mouth as he again started plunging his middle finger in and out of me. That sent me sailing over the edge, careening headlong into a heart-stoppingly powerful orgasm like I had never experienced. It lasted so much longer than any other time before. Jaxon had a way of elongating my pleasure with just the right amount of pressure here and there. I swear I might have actually blacked out for a few seconds.

  “Mmmm, oh God, I can’t move. Jax…that was…incredible.”

  He kissed his way back up my body to my neck, then my jaw. He positioned himself between my legs, reached down and rubbed his hard, wide cock across my clit, coating himself in my wetness. “Lei, last chance.”

  “I’m not changing my mind Jaxon. You’re who I want, just don’t hurt me.” I wasn’t talking about physically, but I think he knew that. He rested on his elbows and gave me the most sensual, intimate kiss. All lips, no tongue. It was soft and slow. It helped to relax me as he pushed his massive cock slowly into me.

  “Aghhhhhh,” I whimpered in pain, so he stopped moving. “Don’t stop. I’ll be okay, just keep going.”

  “I don’t want to hurt you or the baby, Lei.” He looked at me with so much compassion and love.

  “Jaxon, it’s okay,” I reassured him and rolled my hips slightly. It moved him further within me.

  “Damn baby. You’re so fuckin’ tight I can barely move.”

  He filled and stretched me, pushing my body past its limits, finally stopping when he was all the way in. He pulled out and then slid back in again. Faster this time, but with little force. Soon he was gliding in and out in a fluid motion. My body welcomed the invasion and wanted more. God, he felt so good.

  Jaxon was so different from Brody. Brody was hard, intense and unrelenting. He fucked me. Jaxon was intense, but was tender and careful. He made love to me. He took care of me. There was a level of intimacy between us that I never found with Brody. Unspoken communication that our bodies sensed from one another, and responded to with urgent passion.

  “Oh God, Jaxon, yeah, oh yeah, don’t stop.” He started to thrust deeper and faster. Each time the wide head of his dick plunged into my pussy he caught my G-spot.

  “I want you on top.” He pulled out of me and flipped me. Oh hell yeah, I couldn’t wait to ride him. I had dreamed of this moment so many times over the last few weeks.

  I eased myself down, inch by glorious inch, until I could go no further and gyrated my hips in a circular motion as I slowly rose.

  “Oh god baby, you’re killin’ me. You’re gonna make me lose it.” He closed his eyes and gripped handfuls of sheet.

  “Not yet, I’m so close.” My lungs heaved. “I don’t wanna stop yet.” I started bouncing and rocking my pussy up and down on his rigid dick. “Oh God Jax, yeah, right there.”

  He pulled me down so our chests met, wrapped his arms around my waist to hold me still and began thrusting unrelentingly.

  “Ohhhhh fuuuuuck. Harder Jax, oh God. I’m—” I screamed as he continued his assault on my pussy. I could feel my whole body tense, muscles contract and nerves all fire at once as I reached my climax. I rode out my orgasm as he still drove into me.

  “Lei, I’m close baby. I want you under me.” With that he turned me on my back, without withdrawing. I swear he was going to tear me. He rested his forearms beside my face, allowing him to rest his forehead to mine. He slowed his pace, opened his eyes and trapped me with his gaze. I looked so deep into his eyes, I could see all of the emotions and feelings he had admitted, and the ones he still kept bottled up inside. I could see the passion and lust, but beneath the surface, I could see something else, the tenderness in him, the affection and devotion he felt for me. His green eyes were forever burned into my memory, with their vibrancy and tiny yellow flecks. While his lips and tongue explored every cell of my mouth, my eyes memorized his face. Every line, smooth plane, scar and dimple were seared into my brain.

  He yelled out my name as he reached his climax. I could feel his dick get harder inside of me as he exploded. His face tensed and then relaxed as he slowed his attack.

  “Oh God Lei.” He kissed me softly. “Why did we wait so long?”

  I chuckled quietly. “Hmm, let’s see…for starters I had a boyfriend. Then there is the whole fact I had my heart broken. And then…I got to really know you.” He kissed the tip of my nose.

  I realized I had to go clean myself up. “Hey, uh, I kinda need to go to the bathroom.”

  “Oh fuck babe, I’m sorry.” He pulled out and helped me out of the bed.

  As I walked to the bathroom, remnants of our passion ran down the inside of my thigh. I jumped in the shower and washed off. About a minute in, Jax strutted his fine ass into the bathroom and leaned on the granite vanity.

  “See somethin’ ya like big boy?” I looked at him from the corner of my eye as he ogled me while he stroked his semierect shaft.

  “Oh babe, you have no idea.” He pulled open the large glass shower door and joined me. “We might as well stay in here because I’m getting ready to make you dirty all over again.”

  “Promises, promises,” I taunted. “Me first.”

  I dropped to my knees in front of him, taking him in my mouth. I could only manage half of his long dick. It had to be nine or ten inches. I could wrap both hands around him and still get a mouthful.

  “Oh shit babe, that’s so good. Oh yeah, suck my cock.” He threw his head back and leaned against the wall to steady himself.

  I jerked my hand back and forth as my tongue sucked and swirled around his broad tip. I moaned and vibrated my throat as he thrusted down almost gagging me. I sucked as hard as I could and slowly pulled my head back until I released him with a pop.

  “Here or the bed?”

  “Here, bend over. I want you from behind.” He spun me around and gripped my hips. “Mmm, damn your ass is fuckin’ perfect. Put your hands on the wall to balance yourself.”

  He held his now fully erect cock in his hand, rubbed it up and down my slit, coating himself to ease in.

  “Oh God Jaxon, easy.”

  “Baby, if it hurts, tell me, we can wait.” He rocked out a little, then back in a little more this time.

  “No, I want this, but you’ve gotta go slow.” This position allowed him deeper access and it was almost uncomfortable. He pushed into me slowly, allowing my walls time to expand around him. He w
ithdrew and pushed back in with more force this time.

  “You okay?” he grunted out as his pace increased.

  “Mmm, God, yes. Oh Jax, don’t stop.” And he didn’t. He drove and thrust into me. He’d go fast and hard, then slow down and take his time as my muscles tightened around him. He slipped his hand around my waist, and he found my clit and I exploded. My walls contracted and squeezed his thick girth.

  “Shit babe, I can’t hold it.” He groaned as I felt his body straighten and pump his release into me. “Fuck.”

  He pulled out and turned me around, his lips found mine and roughly nipped and sucked at them. “We definitely will be fucking in here often, the mirror is in the perfect position. I can’t wait until I can make you watch as I fuck you from behind against the glass wall,” he whispered against my lips.

  Well, thank God I was in the shower and not wearing panties, because that just caused a flood.

  We showered. For real. Jaxon washed my hair for me and even combed it through while the conditioner sat. Exhaustion took over now that the adrenaline and oxytocin had dissipated from my body.

  “Babe, can we just climb in bed and finish the movie tomorrow?”

  “Yeah, you sleepy?” He stepped out, grabbing two towels and wrapping one around me.

  “Yeah,” was all I could manage and followed it up a long yawn. I tucked the large, soft towel around my body after I dried off. In a surprising move, Jaxon scooped me up and carried me to the bedroom, laying me gently on the bed. He threw on a fresh pair of boxer briefs from his pack.

  “You wanna drink baby? I’m gonna grab a water.”

  “Yeah, if you’re going down.” I smiled, thinking about the evening’s turn of events. He returned a few minutes later with one bottle of water.

  “I thought you went down for a drink?” I asked, wondering where his bottle was.

  “Okay, I lied. You always take a bottle of water to bed with ya and I knew you were too tired to go yourself. If I would’ve asked, you would’ve said no. This was easier than arguing with your stubborn ass.” He climbed into my bed, lay on his side and looked at me. He reached over and placed his hand on my belly. “You sir, need to stop drainin’ all your momma’s energy.”